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Performance Reviews

I know performance reviews are meant to be helpful to an employee in improving his/her work and making sure everyone is still heading in the right direction.

But I hate performance reviews. I feel like I’m being judged — which I am! Its all about judging me. Although my reviews are always good I always get bent out of shape over them.

I’m setting my goals for next year now. I just spent the last two hours setting goals for next year and hated every minute of it. its not as bad as sitting through the torture of someone else evaluating my performance, but it still sucks.

Nonetheless, I’m glad they’re a part of this company’s policies. At least this way I can pretend my raise has something to do with my actual performance. In the past performance reviews weren’t done at all. And even this was more honest than holding to the standard line about raises being tied to performance but only evaluating the performance AFTER the raises have been decided!

So, I guess all things considered its a necessary evil. I wonder if there isn’t some other way to do it though.

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Christmas Poem from Jake Tapper

DownAndDirty

eh… he’s a better journalist than poet, but its an entertaining read.

Its going to be a good day

Boston.com / Weather

When I got up this morning it was 10 degrees. Just as some optimistic people like to think of themselves as 75 years YOUNG, I like to think of it as 10 degrees WARM!

At least that’s what I tell myself. I got long before the sun came up so it was still dark out and everything. Wow, was it cold.

I saw something interesting this morning, though. As I was driving in to work I saw the sun was coming up in the east. The blue sky was a pastel backdrop for the long pink threads of clouds that had been strung across the sky. The strands disappeared as they approached the darkness of the middle of the sky. In the west, though the full moon was setting.

Here was a perfect symmetry. It was really surreal for about five minutes. By then the sun had chased the moon away and my day had begun.

I’ve decided to take this as a good omen. Its going to be a good day. I’m going to get a lot done and be very successful all day.

I’ve decided.

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Crash Test Dummies

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“Jingle All The Way” is a very strange collection of christmas songs. Jingle Bells especially brings to mind Danny Elfman or flying monkeys from the wizard of oz … or is it the witch’s soldiers?

Fun little ditty, but don’t try to take anything on this album seriously.

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Globalization made local

Its been a crappy day. It started off before I even got in the office. Actually, at home everything went smoothly.

I got up at 5:45am.
Got a shower
Took the dog out (he went number one)
Fed the dog
Took the dog out again (went number two)
And got out the door by 6:30am!

Then I got in and found out that the new system I’ve been caring for has been largely unavailable during the night. The Germans, god bless ‘em, don’t like to disturb people off hours so they didn’t call me. So I got in and set to work trying to rectify the situation. I got emails from all over the world complaining that things didn’t work. In reality some of the things worked for some people but not for others while some functions didn’t work for anyone.

I rebooted the machine and that took care of most issues. Except that it upset the DBA’s because the DB didn’t come down gracefully so the DB had to spend five hours resynchronizing the disaster recovery system.

Finally it emerged that China was working just fine but Hong Kong wasn’t while Munich had recovered but Italy hadn’t. Because of the time difference we couldn’t locate anyone in China to reboot the most critical server and nobody in USA and Munich has access to that machine. On the other hand Italy has outsourced their flipping IT department and have some kind of wicked firewall in place and we needed to find someone there who could add an IP address to their list of allowed-IP’s.

And while all this is going on the local manager who is supposed to “own” the application is upset because nobody is telling her anything because she keeps calling people other than me.

This went on all goddamn morning. It was one thing after another after another. The whole time there were landmines that we must have laid for ourselves. Like the fact we decided to use a hosts file on the server in question instead of relying on DNS. If you don’t understand that bit, don’t worry about it – its just a gotcha that was lying in wait for us to stumble across it.

So I have a list of things that need to change to make problem resolution more manageable. We’re supporting this system for a global audience but we haven’t put the procedures in place to be able to handle issues that crop up on the other side of the world. The specific kind of problem doesn’t even matter – we need to get names of users and IT infrastructure people (or generic email addresses or something) so we can find out if servers are operational.

Bottomline: Its time for a higher level of integration across companies.

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Top 10 System Admin Truths

Top 10 System Admin Truths

When I tried to get there earlier it was too busy. Maybe it will work now.

Things are moving along

All’s well. El Doggo is doing just fine. Liz has prepared some bland food for him to eat and won’t give him any of his favorite chew toys like pig-ears and raw hide bones because he’ll probably swallow parts and the vet suggested we avoid this. So, it looks like he’s going to pull through. We’re very pleased.

I’ve taken over the duties of a colleague who left and the work is significant. The change in duties wasn’t a surprise — we had scheduled the change a month ago. His announcement of his departure 2 weeks ago was a suprise. So it just meant that the I would get a clean break and pick up all of his duties at once.

So I’ve been spending the day getting more comfortable with the way that his system works. Its not bad, it just takes a little time and I know SAP systems so well by now that I have a leg up on the learning curve.

I better roll. Nothing new to report outside of Peterman’s recuperation.

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Pneumonia

Macrolides for pneumonia

I went to the doctor’s after work today to see if he could do something for my cough. He confirmed my suspicion that I have a touch of pneumonia. He was surprised that I had put up with it for a month.

I’m sure my colleagues are too.

He gave me some anti-biotics (Erythromycin) and hopefully it will be cleared up in short order.

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Peterman was on death’s door

Urban Legends Reference Pages: Critter Country (Raisin the Alarm)

On Friday afternoon the kids were having a great time in the weirdo snowstorm. Chloe made a snowman and had decorated it with raisins. Since she’s kind of short her snowman was also kind of short so Peterman devoured Mr. Snowman’s whole face. Then he went to work on the bowl of left over raisins.

All in all he had between a quarter-cup and a half-cup of raisins that afternoon. At 1am the following morning he had a terrible case of diarrhea with some vomiting. That night ever hour on the hour he would let loose with fluid from some orifice. I was up all night tending to him and his out of control movements. I didn’t shout or anything; he was clearly very humiliated by what was going on.

As the day wore on he continued to have problems. He came across the street with us to dig some neighbors out of the snow and he romped and had a good time. He behaved normally. We just thought he’d eaten something bad and had an upset stomach. In the evening his condition deteriorated rather badly.

His whole body was shaking and shivering badly. He wasn’t drinking enouhg water to replace what he was losing through is vomiting and diarhea. We were starting to get very concerned.

After a little poking around Liz discovered some web sites that suggested that raisins could be toxic to dogs!

I found a good article at the ASPCA.

We called our vet to see what he thought. After about 30 minutes he called and I explained what was going on. I was totally prepared to hear him say “Tut, tut — its just an upset tummy. Have some milk and go back to bed, silly bear.” Instead he said that the dog definitely had an upset stomach but that he had never heard of this raisn-toxicity-thing. “It could be true, though, so call the 24-hour animal hospital”.

Not only had the animal hospital heard of this condition, as it turns out they had just released a dog the previous day that had ALSO suffered from “raisin toxicity”! I called the ASPCA’s Animal Poison Control Center. They charged me $50 and, after hearing the dogs size (20lbs) age (6mo) and the amount of raisins they confirmed that this amount of raisins can cause problems including kidney failure in dogs. They encouraged me to get Peterman to the hospital ASAP.

We got there quickly and they took him right away and admitted him to their Intensive Care Unit. He was a real wreck and needed their help desperately. They ran a “chemical profile” and did blood workups. They took an x-ray to confirm that he hadn’t eaten pennies or something. They ran all manner of tests. They administered fluids intravenusly during the course of the night. We heard back the following morning: his numbers were improving and he’s looking better.

We saw him around 2pm and he was happy and animated. He was wearing one of those ridiculous funnels on his neck and had one leg all taped up with a syringe taped down. He jumped up and down and was as happy a dog as I’ve ever seen. He played for a while with the girls and everyone had a good time - for about 15 minutes. After 15 minutes his energy had totally run out and he started looking exhausted.

So, we’re very optimistic about how things will work out. He’s going to stay for another night to make sure his numbers come back to where they should be.

The kids seem fine with this whole thing. They’ve seen us take good care of them and of our pets and they have no reason to think we would ever let any harm come to them. I think they just have faith that everything will work out.

If Liz hadn’t found those articles about the raisins, I have every reason to believe we would have lost him. Probably due to the effects of the dehydration, but it could have been the renal failure too. I had never heard of this “raisin toxicity”!! And I would never have thought raisins and grapes could be deadly to dogs!

We’re looking forward to getting our little guy back tomorrow.
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Snowstorm from Friday

CBS4 Boston - New England’s Source For Breaking News, Weather, and Sports for Boston, Worcester, Cape Cod, Nashua, and More: December Snow Storm

On Friday there was a speedy snowstorm that rolled through here with a fury. I got stuck in the snow in my own parking lot at work! The snow was coming down so fast that by the time I finished scraping one side of the car the other side was completely covered in snow. Now, I’m pretty laid back about how clear the windows have to be before I’ll use the car — so understand that the snow was coming down like blue blazes!

Normally it takes me 20 minutes to get home. On friday it took 120 minutes!! 2 hours! The final snowfall was about 8″ at my house, but it came down so fast it was amazing.

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